Cake

  Usually I am always a big fan of the random, hard-and-fast type of encounter..or at least in my fantasies, for I haven't always had the courage to re-enact them in real life.  
  Lately, however, I've found myself more turned on to the thought of a more subdued but just as intense experience.  I always dream of a man who is strong and tall, who I feel so small and almost helpless next to.  Instead of feeling threatened, though, I feel safe and secure--he is very protective.  
  I don't want to have to take the initiative this time.  I want him to take it, but take it slowly--kissing me and holding my head in his huge hands, rasping his thumb across my cheek.  I want him to kiss and stroke me like he worships me, making me feel like I am this immaculate beauty he has had the luck of finding.  I want him to go slow and show me he means it; show me that he enjoys it.  
  I want to feel nervous at first, not 100% sure about where I want it to lead but as he kisses me more, I can feel my body telling me I've got no choice but to fulfill its urges.  I want him to stare at me straight in the eyes as he slowly strips off my clothing; I want to see the concern in his face and hear him whisper, "Are you sure...?", almost as if he is hesitant himself.  I want to be coaxed and slowly brought to the point where I need to feel his fingers or mouth on my pussy--but not before I am completely begging for it.  
  Peel off my clothing layer by layer, and don't be hasty about it.  Keep your eyes locked into mine so that it feels that much more intense, and when you are about to take one more step, hesitate.  Make me plead with my eyes, make me show you with my hands...get me to the point where you know damn well that all I want in that moment is one thing.
  Make me writhe on the bed beneath you when all you're doing is stroking my body so slowly and watching my face for its reaction.  When you feel me push for more, keep me waiting...
  And when it finally comes that you touch me there, where I need to be touched--don't back down till you've exhausted me..
  I need to be showed that I matter; I need to know how much I am desired.